Yeah..I miss him.

(Listening to "Gone Away" by the Offspring..while writing this)

I'm still not over mijn grootvader's
(dutch term for My grandfather) death.
It's not fair. He shouldn't have died! I can think of one person
(*cough* Sperm Donor) that should have taken his place.
Naturally, I wouldn't have been at the Sperm Donor's funeral.
I know it was in his will (or something) for that
bastard to carry his coffin,
but he didn't deserve to. He wasn't good enough to
even touch it, let alone be there.
I miss my grandpa soo much, its not even funny.
He died in March 2003.
I'm losing my memory of him. Its scary.
I don't want to loose that!!